Thanks Meryl, TeeJay and MaryO for the replies. I feel a bit better today rang and found out if I'll be awake or asleep for this op, will be asleep. But not as for a general because it's day surgery. I will try and forget about it until the day before. When I rang I asked for a sooner date to get it over and done with! I doubt if I have cancer but there's that little person in the back of my mind that keeps on cropping up and saying negative things

It's really hard going through all these different physical symptoms of peri because you have tests all the time to rule out any diseases, tumors or cancers and of course the mental side of it. It's making me feel like a hypocondriac and I think my family think that of me as well. When you have only had the flu a couple of times in your life and never had an operation for anything serious and in general good health, this peri time really s*cks. It feels as though your body is going through such a big upheavel, which I guess it really is, but also in general getting older and these other normal aging things happen as well. Plus it's scarey what you read and see on the tv about cancers etc. I'm at the stage where I eat and do as I please(within reason) because it's to over whelming trying to keep up with the do's and don'ts because they change all the time. I have my parents in their early 70's and they seem to be doing the doctor rounds all the time and I feel as though I'm joining them

I think this helped to pull me up and stop worring about peri symtoms, the tremors drove me nuts for awhile and now I accept them. I think now i've done that either I feel better and my anxiety has lessened, or I'm about halfway through this journey. Anway enough dribble, thanks again guys for your help. Cheers Cheryl