Hi ladies...its been awhile since I posted, or stopped by. i have been dealing with largely night sweats, disturbed sleep, and bouts of depression.
My recent (and brand new) symptom is EXTREMELY sore nipples. I cannot even touch them without pain with a capital P!
However, that is not all....I have not had a period since April, which is the longest I have gone without one. My next one is due Friday, September 15.
BUT, I have some troubling (in the pregnant sense of the word) symptoms........I have put on 10 pounds since late July and feel like my midsection is definitely bigger. Though the weight gain is all over, the waist of my pants are the tightest....and my boobs are bigger.
The clincher was last night, while seated at my son's back to school night (he is senior and almost 18), I felt what I would swear was fetal movement! Yikes! I talked myself into calm last night, swearing that it had to be something else. However, today I am still feeling the same movements....I am freaking out. I am at work now and think I will run by and get a pregnancy test....omg!
The logical part of me is saying, it cannot be so...you had your tubes tied in 1989 and you are going to be 50 in two months and you are perimenopausal.....but a little voice is whispering to me....stranger things have happened....
I have no clue how pregnant I might be....20 weeks? I mean I have been dealing with peri-menopausal crappola so much that I have no clue if any of it could have been early pregnancy signs....I went through about 3 weeks (in May) of nausea/no appetite/feeling full after 3 bites (in hindsight....coulda been morning sickness...that would have been 6 weeks after my last period). Sigh....
I really hope this is all just part of the perimeno journey.....I am not ready for another round of motherhood....I want to be a grammy instead!
Anyone have any thoughts about this or similar symptoms?