QUOTE (mrsb76 @ Feb 7 2006, 06:52 AM)
I think mine is mainly because she's sick again. I always get this way when she gets sick lately. I hate it! I never used to be like this! When I think about it logically it all seems so silly. My daughter has a cold and I get anxiety attacks over it! WTH??
Hoping for a better day today but she woke up having another coughing fit so of course,there goes my stomach,into knots. I'm sitting here drinking lemon balm tea and taking my Inositol and black cohosh hoping it'll make me feel better.

Hi Mrs.B.
I know how you feel. The sense of helplessness and indecision. In the Mornings when my son wakes up sick, I have the Brain Squirrels Race in my head.
Brain Squirrels are what I call the random thoughts that race around in my head like squirrels chasing each other on a tree. Do I send him to school? Do I let him sleep? Do I call him in sick? Is he really sick or just faking? Do I send him to school? Do I make him get up and about? What if he's really, really sick? What will my husband think if I let him stay home sick? Should I call him in Sick ??
I just don't know what to do at times and it does get my anxiety peaking. After I have finally made a decision the anxiety seems to subside a bit, but I am exhausted from the Brain Squirrels. So then it's time for an alprazolam and a nap.
I am experiencing "Brain Squirrels" this morning for another reason, and I still haven't made up my mind. My Sister, My Brother and I were to meet at My father's house today to do some work, get rid of some junk, and meet with the Real Estate Agent. Now my brother who lives way up north, is not going to be able to make it due to inclement weather. He was the one who was bringing the trailer to haul off stuff, like an old fridge, yucky furniture, junk etc... My sister lives 5 minutes from my Dad's house and there's no problems for her. I live about an hour west - southwest from my Dad's, but with my broken toe, I won't be of much help to my sister. Also, my sister won't be able to do much on her own because she is the least physical of the three of us. But I need to go because I need to pick up my Dad's pension cheques, But I don't need to go because I could give the info to my sister and she could go into my dad's bank and deposit the cheques. If I go into Toronto this morning, I would either have to head back home by 2:00 pm in order to miss the worst of the Rush Hour or wait until 7:00 pm until the rush hour has passed. So What do I do? My sister has asked (Via email) that I not call until 10:00 am, if I am unable to come. But to make the day worthwhile, I would have to leave here by 9:00 am. So I have to think about it for another 2 to 3 hours and drive myself crazy in the meantime.
Don't Know what to do. Damned Brain Squirrels.
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