Hi Again ~
My good goddess! What a nightmare I hope this turns out to be.
I am home now. Miracle of miracles the GYN had a cancellation and saw me right away this affternoon and did the biopsy. Someone from work drove me to the doctor's (a man, no less!) and then, shortly afterwards, hubby arrived - he stayed with me for the entire procedure. Sigh.
Here is the news: the doctor was just wonderful! She was so reassuring. She explained the procedure and very honestly told me that she would be lying if she said it would not be uncomfortable. Showed me pictures of what she was going to do. Said she had been there doing these for almost two years and that she had never had a result come back with uterine cancer. She asked about the bleeding and any symptoms I'd had before the bleeding began and I told her about the tender breasts, etc. and how it had seemed just like a period to me.
She showed me this little tubish looking thing she was going to insert into my cervix and said once she got it in it would only take 10 seconds. She also said that since I had never had children, she wasn't sure if she would be able to accomplish the procedure in her office because it might be hard to get it past my cervix and that I might have to have the biopsy done in surgery. I'm putting all this down so people who wonder about this procedure might know more - first hand.
From beginning to end it took all of 10 - 15 minutes. Even though I'd never had children, I'd been a friend's Lamaz coach and practiced all the breathing techniques we'd learned to relax - thank goddess we practiced it lots and I remembered after almost 15 years! The doctor was suddenly saying "I'm in!" and started counting backwards from 10 then - it was over. Just the slightest discomfort - very slight.
When she finished she said judging from the little amount of tissue she'd gotten she didn't think it was anything serious. Then, since I was calmer - she reviewed my ultrasound. Besides the thickening there had also been a cyst - which she said she thought she took care of during the biopsy. She also said my ovaries looked just fine. She said, judging from my tender breasts (which I always used to get before my period) that chances are very good it was just one last egg and something about hormones.
She took work and home phone numbers and said she would call me in about a week - maybe less - with the results but... not to worry. She said - after two years w/o a period - they always like to check things out. If I have another period during the next year I'm not to worry but if I have one after a year, to make another appointment with her. Oh my god - another period! I don't think so!!!
I cannot tell everyone how lucky I feel to have such a good medical team - both my doctors - primany and GYN - are women. And everyone went out of their way to see me right away - from period to now has been only one week - that, I think was luck due to a cancellation today. I feel less stressed but... will wait for results to celebrate.
So, Sue, there ya have it. The doctor did say, by the way, that if a woman had to 'choose a cancer, which no one wants to do,' endometrial is one of the easiest to take care of - that's why it's so important to get any bleeding after so long checked out and not drag heels about it. But, she said, it is also very rare that that is what the bleeding ever means.
My hubby was all flushed when he arrived and, as the doctor explained things, he also seemed to relax. He, too, was amazed at how easy a time I had of it. I feel so blessed to have him and that he was able to get there in time to be with me. I know that some women may not want their husband's there but... we are in this life as partners and his support today and through my entire menopause experience has truly been amazing. He is out getting me ice cream and hot fudge for later tonite.
Sue, we must think alike. I plan to watch/rent movies all week until my results are in. Call it escapism - whatever. When we thought my hubby had a brain tumor the day after our wedding - turned out to be a fat deposit so now I can call him "fat head" - we watched ALL the Marilyn Monroe movies waiting for the results.
Thanks to everyone for hearing me out - god what a long post! And thanks for your support and concern. I'll be thinking of you, Sue, and sending posiyive vibrations your way. I'm sure I'm in for more weepy days while I wait for the results. I think I'm still in shock.
Liz
ps - even though I wasn't having periods, I was having hot flashes and some irritabiliy and very difficult time sleeping for the last 10 years. Very bothersone but... at the time it started, I was going to a GYN in New Orleans that I'd seen for 20 years and... he said hot flashes will last 5 mins or so and then go away. I always think of that when I have one - as intolerable as they can be and quite awful to have at work but... he was right - they only last a few minutes. Wet sheets - throwing the covers off, all that is still happening. Moved out West and my new primary care doctor said to be sure to let her know if menopause really bothered me and she would 'give me something'. I don't want to take hormones so... I try to look at the whole thing as something unavoidable and pray that things even out in time. I just had no idea all this would last this long. I was so happy not to have a period for the past two years, though

okay, enuf.