Here I am again.......period pain, bowling ball in my guts, fire in my legs, crying, laughing, hysteria.......I get excited because I stupidly think "oH it isn't far away".......c'mon, c'mon, C'MON!!!!!

Endometriosis, adenomyosis, peri, PMS.......I wonder if I will even get my period this month?

My life is ruled by menstruation, ovulation(or lack of) and hormone interpretation......as it is that way for most of us......

Sweet merciful crap!! ........I have HAD it!! (again!)

There is a grasshopper on my curtain.......an omen?

Thanks all

Michah

As a Chinese symbol, the grass hopper offers attributes of longevity, happiness, good health, good luck, wealth, abundance, fertility and virtue. In fact, grasshoppers were thought to be fertility symbols; specifically omens of the birth of a son (hence, another reason for its good luck symbol status as sons are considered prized gems within the setting of the family).

I'm sorry you're having such a rotten time. I haven't laughed in such a long time, but the crying, hysteria, etc. . .I can relate to that. Hormones have been ruining my life since puberty and I only hope I can figure out how to help my daughters before it ruins theirs, too.

For the first time in my life, I'm actually keeping a calendar of my periods, but I try not to look at it because I know that my anxiety will hit nightmare proportions the week before my period starts and last until it's nearly over. So if I look at the calendar, I'll start to worry about the anxiety! On the bright side, the zoloft has taken the edge off a bit.

Hope you feel better soon.

Ang

Aaaaaaaaaaah Michah,

Ditto to it all...

Except for the grasshopper

Kath

((((((((((((Micah)))))))))))))))))

Hi lovely ladies,

Thanks all for nice hugs and replies.......as for grasshoppers, all that stuff would be lovely other than the fertility part.......no more fertility for me! I have one son and that is enough!

Still has not come.......I am going to the library to immerse myself in my comfort zone......BOOKS!!!

And maybe I will colour the greys in my hair too and try and get rid of this massive, painful oestrogen fuelled pimple on my face.......yep, 35 and still young

Have a good one, babesxxxxxx

Michah

Still waiting........God have mercy........just arrive already or nick off with your stupid symptoms!!

Sorry everyone.......so tired

Michah

I'm so with you...JUST START ALREADY! Have all the symtoms but nothing is happen. Driving me nuts....just want to cry or scream, depends on how the wind blows!!!!!!!!!!

a grasshopper in the house means some great friend or distinguished person will visit you....get any visitors that day?????

Oh babe,

With you on this one........finally did get it a week late.......3 weeks of PMS.......on top of peri......my goodness

Now a week or two of feeling absolutely flogged......iron tablets for me!!

Take care babe......

Michah

Hi Moonlight,

Babe.........no visitors that I wanted!!! But I can make up my own distinguished visitors!!

Thanks for asking.......

Take care babe

Michah