Oh my gosh! Today's nerves are awful! I've tried walking/running and that didn't help. I tried meditation/reading the Word of God, I've tried taking every nutritional supplement I have for calming my nerves and still here I sit, jiggling and shaking, not able to keep myself still. Deep breathing didn't seem to help, did tense and relax exercises and that didn't help. I've called my doctor to see if I can take a xanax on top of all of the supplements I've taken. (The bottles say to check with a physician first before taking any medication on top of the nutrients, I guess because there are some herbal medications in there). I don't feel anxious about anything that I can think of, I just cannot settle down! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. I also asked about the test results of the blood tests I took last week and was told they won't be in for another week!
Now I have to wait for the doctor to call me back, when I spoke with the nurse I told her I would wait there by the phone until she called back - she knows I am about ready to jump out of my skin. She said she'd call back in about 20 minutes - that was an hour ago!!!!
Every noise or thought is pushing me further and further!!!
