QUOTE (Angel1 @ Aug 1 2009, 10:14 PM)

I am in year 4 of this nightmare!!!!!! Of course anxiety being the worse of all. I recently noticed that at about day 14 of my cycle the anxiety and hot flashes are at their worst. During my period and the two weeks after I seem to be fine. But as so as I hit mid cycle things really take a change. I take Activilla a low dose HRT that was helping with this but does not seem to work the 2nd half of my cycle. I know that hormones go up and down but during this period something is definitely out of order.
I WISH THERE WAS A SHOT THAT I COULD TAKE TO MAKE THIS ALL GO AWAY!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE I AM NOT LIVING!!! ALL I DO IS WORRY, and CRY.
I NEED SO ENCOURAGING WORDS RIGHT ABOUT NOW.
BLESSING TO ALL YOU STRONG WOMEN!!!
Angel 1
Hi Angel, I am having the same problem! In fact, I am finding it very difficult to stay asleep. I am getting so hyped up around mid cycle with this weird wired feeling and anxiety. I cannot predict anything anymore. Just when my period is over and tha horrible crashing sick fatigue leaves I start to rebound a bit and then I get a horrible pain in my side from ovulation (if I am even still ovulating) then comes the wired creepy anxiety feeling. I ended up taking childrens liquid Benedryl to go to sleep. That really works for me. Before all of this hormone hell, I could count on my body doing certain things at certain times of the month. All very controllable and basic. The worst would have been a little bit of PMS and some mild cramping. Crap, now it's all out war in my body. It's like all the signals are crossed and it fires off whenever with no forwarnings. I am left feeling out of control, off balance, mentally weak, physically drained and wanting to cut myself off from the world. It really ticks me off when I am minding my own business and I am doing something productive like working on a creative relaxing project and I go to the craft store for supplies and BAM!!!!!! I get this sheer panic out of the blue. My head spins and I start feeling like I am out of my body. I don't feel real. My depth perception goes haywire and I fear I cannot even drive home. Then I get the shakes and feel nauseous. Its just a cascade of symptoms gone wild. I always think I am having a stroke or heart attack. I am SICK SICK SICK of this!!!!!!!!! Your not alone........Debra