Hi Laxgirl,
Sorry you're having a tough day

I get really weepy, too....... it seems worse right before I get my period...... sometimes it feels like a relief from the anxiety or other symptoms to just cry it out. But I do feel like I've lost it, or am out of control. Then it just stops. It happened to me today.... crying and feeling non-functional, then it just stopped and I felt fairly normal. It's like my circuitry is screwed up. I don't know how people who have to perform at work can do it. I have my 2 year old and am not not working aside from that.
I just come on here and read that I'm not alone, call an understanding friend or two, breathe, make up a prayer...... whatever I can to get through the worst of it.
I did go back on celexa 20 mg. which I had had luck with for PPD after the birth of my daughter. Also going to see a counselor feels helpful. I can't talk about this stuff too much with my husband...... he doesn't understand, though he is compassionate.... it just isn't good for our relationship. Sigh.
Sending you a great big hug today
-Cynthia