I'm back ... gosh, I was just here the other day, when my heart was "fluttering" .... but here we go again, and this time, it seems a little diff. ....
Two nights ago, when I went to bed, my heart began POUNDING hard, and started skipping beats. Now, I have had that at diff. times for the last 17 yrs. of my life really ... it started at age 35, and has stayed with me, on and off. But since peri started FULL SWING it's been a bit more frequent, and now i have a tendency to become very nervous. The way this first began, was 17 yrs. ago, one day, as I was waking up one morning, still laying in bed, when SUDDENLY it felt as though my heart STOPPED ... I sat up in bed immediately and became really frightened! As i sat there, it was beating "differently", pounding hard, and that third beat thing. Naturally, since I hadn't had that before, i panicked. I ran to the ER, they did an EKG for about 5 hours....and decided it was stress and anxiety, they said they didn't see anything, and yet, i can remember laying there all those hours, and FEELING all the skips and extra beats and whatever, but they said it didn't register....UGH!
So, home I went. Since then, it's been doing weird things for years, and many times, it just seems as if it stops for a few beats.....hard to describe. But at those moments, you really think "this is it"!
Okay, so back to two nights ago...............as soon as I laid down, flat on my back, BINGO ... my heart started to POUND really hard, skipping beats, and that third beat thingy. I hadn't had it now in quite a while (well, except for the other day, when i posted here too) .... but before that, not for a while. It made me nervous, because it felt "weird"..... it was pounding so hard, that I felt as though my whole upper chest area was "buzzing" inside ..... "surging" with electricity ....I didn't hear any heart pounding in my ears though .... this was while i was laying flat. I started to feel a little werid in the head, so i turned to lay on my left side, bec. in the past, that has helped the feeling. Well, this time, it didn't stop it, and to boot, I felt this sort of "sharp" pain in my left shoulder blade, twice. It certainly wasn't a strong pain, but you definately felt it..... it happened twice, a few minutes apart. By then, I was becoming very nervous, and was getting really lightheaded, and with every heart beat skip, it felt as though no oxygen got to the brain, bec. I'd get this "wave" of stepping out of time and space .... for a moment.....almost a sensation of going to faint. This kept going on .... I eventually got up, and walked around for a while, got on the internet, talked to my husband,....whatever...anything to take my mind off it....he knows how this is, he's been there with me before when this happened. But, like I said, this time, we had the added left shoulder blade pain thingy. I finally was able to fall asleep, it finally got to a point, where it calmed down enough for me to sleep. When I woke up the next day however, it seemed to start again, not as bad, but it was "trying". I notice that when i first open my eyes, it's NOT doing it .... but once I'm fully awake, it starts. So, i wonder if it's not anxiety!
I got up immediately, and the POUNDING continued for a while, but eventually it relaxed. No left wing pains ever again.
So, last night, before I went to bed, i had a few cookies .... okay well, don't you know it.....i laid down in bed, and here we go again! I'M BEGINNING TO WONDER IF THIS MAY BE SOMETHING TO DO WITH POOR DIGESTION! It may set it off .... I know gas alone can do that! This time, it wasn't as bad as the night before, and i was eventually able to fall asleep, but when I got up TODAY, it started again, once i was FULLY AWAKE. ..... and again, after being up for about a half an hour or so,,,,,things sort of settled down .... the only thing today was, that after I got up, I really felt lightheaded big time, slightly off balance, and DETACHED! I felt that detached feeling all day really.
Right now, I'm in the leutal phase....it's about two weeks before my period, maybe a little less, and i am thinking maybe that has something to do with it too .... who knows........i've come to see that everything effects everything!
(like dominoes) so, I'm not exactly sure if this is "palps", anxiety....or maybe digestion! I know this...i have been under a great deal of stress lately, and that could be it! The anxiety level has been through the roof.
DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE ANYTHING LIKE THIS,? I know a lot of you guys do, and I've been reading on the heart palps forum.........I guess i just wondered if it was "normal" to get this right after laying down....on my back? Oh, also.....yeah, i've noticed that there are days, when for no reason......if i move onto my left or right side while in bed.....the pounding starts.......WHAT IS THAT? And, what would cause the little sharp pains on the left shoulder blade?
thanks everyone, i know this was a long post, but i wanted to really describe this accurately ....
