Hi dear menosisters. I'm been having bad mornings lately, get up with so achy and stiff, pain in my muscle and joins, unsured if I would be able give my daughter a ride to work, ( don't feel comftably driving in the mornings ), just trying to handle all that ache and pain plus my mind floating some were make me hard to concentrate when I'm driving. But finally this morning I felt like a human

well, I decided to turn my computer and watch the news. They showed something so dramatic that caused me a total panic attack

and 2 hrs later, still in pieces!!!! I'm trying to find something that can calm me down, but still feel my mind and body going to oposite sides, head so tight , and my shoulders are so stiff. For now on, I'm going to stop reading the news paper or waching the news. Last saturday when to the beach with my husband but didn't enjoyed cause, long trips make my body aches and cause me anxiety, and the rest of the trip felt totally insane . Hate that I can't enjoy anything anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well sorry for my complaint, but you are my back bone in this ordeal. Been looking for the light at the end of the tunnel, even after 4 years without periods still can't find it.
menosick