QUOTE (Medium at Large @ Jul 8 2009, 09:50 AM)

Oh yes.....this can plague me for days on end. I feel your pain here girl. It will pass....the problem is that you are not getting any sleep....try staying up one night on a day when you are feeling not so bad.......then try to stay awake during the day. You will note the exact same symptoms. So before you get yourself into too much of a tizzy....try to understand that this is a symptom of lack of sleep. Hang in there hon and whatever you do.....do not drink coffee today!

So this isn't a menopause thing? Just a product of anxiety that has caused me to lose sleep?
I'm at my wit's end. Am actually going down to a hospital today for evaluation to be admitted for anxiety. I'd also like someone to monitor my hormones from day to day and see what's actually going on, as the bios don't seem to be solving the problem.
I can't live like this. I don't want my kids to see me like this. I know my husband is worried about mounting medical bills - we've already been to so many doctors. But I can't this anymore. I know all of you can relate, but I just feel so hopeless right now. My worry is they won't admit me, and just send me home with a prescription. I already take Xanax, which obviously does nothing to help my panic attacks, as they come on usually every day or night. And even if they can't fix me, I'd just like a better understanding of what's happening to me. I know it's hormones, but what are they doing exactly? Is my Xanax possibly making things worse rather than better? I had tried to wean off it a few days ago by going down in dose, maybe that's what caused the anxiety and sleep problems? How are you supposed to know?
Like another woman on here, I also feel like God has abandoned me. I just don't know where to turn. Thanks for being out there everyone.