QUOTE (Floater @ Jun 24 2009, 12:17 AM)

I know how y'all feel. We keep hearing in POST you will be better, you will find that post meno zest, etc, etc!!! Well, not all of us, apparently.
I believe hormones are an every changing thing, and that they are NEVER level. When ovaries poop out, other organs take over....albeit in much much smaller amounts. I think the first adjustment is withdrawing from the estrogen....which is like a powerful narcotic we have been addicted too since our early teens. But as we age we go thru smaller versions of this withdrawal, thus feeling like crap...over and over.
I have opted for BHRT, because life, for me, without estrogen was just not do-able. I haven't gotten the cocktail exactly right yet....have had to mess around some with the Progesterone one MUST take....I am going to see a gyn on Jul 6 to explore using Testosterone as well as seeing what my options regarding the P.
I have noticed that my muscles, even as they get stronger from exercise, still look mushy and lumpy....I am sure that the reason is low testosterone.
My mother is 66 and has been using hormones for 15 years and is totally satisfied, AND she is very healthy. Much healthier than your average 66 year old. She has the bones of a 20 year old. She has excellent cholesterol, excellent blood pressure. She believes her continued excellent health is a combination of a healthy lifestyle and hormones. So I try and follow in her footsteps!!!
Hi Floater,
I feel like you do...I thought I was "post" due to being told this by my NP AND an MD based on my levels (in the cellar). I went from early March to mid June with no periods at all and actually started to believe I was "done". Well, not so fast buckaroo, I had one in June (not a bad one though) and now I've gotten another one in July 5 days earlier than the June schedule would predict and it's been kicking my butt! Very heavy flow for almost 4 days now and terrible cramps. I have talked with my NP about BHRT but she's of the opinion that God has a plan and that we should just go "natural" if it's at all possible. On one hand I agree with her but on the other I'm starting to feel like some balancing might be in order. I'm tired ALL THE TIME, have no muscle mass to speak of (ok it's there but it's like tapioca), and I feel like I'm aging rapidly before my own eyes. One might suggest it has to do with my recent marriage problems but I've felt like this for a long time now and long before the problems. I have very few hot flashes now (I think due to the Vit. E I take every day) and vaginal dryness, yadda yadda but I FEEL OLD. I DO have anxiety due to the marriage problems but I think it's worse than it would be if I just had a little help. Ativan is good for sleep but I'm not interested in an everyday sort of use of the stuff. I can't take it and function as a nurse during the day. I just don't know what to do...no hormones (go natural) or BHRT. The other thing is that I can't seem to find a physician in my area who specializes in BHRT. There is not one listed in the state of Maryland, Delawar, Virginia or DC so I feel stuck and don't know where to turn.
any suggestions anyone? I'm seriously considering calling tomorrow and demanding a D&C too! I can't imagine having the surgery I'm scheduled for in Sept. and have a period like this on top of that. What a freaking nighmare THAT would be! UGH! Why is getting help so darned hard???????
hugs to all, I'm just frustrated.
Jan