QUOTE (angeleyes216 @ Aug 31 2009, 10:37 AM)

you just have to laugh as we fall apart...im trying to find something positive in all of this but im still looking...ok joints ache...hairs thinning...waist is thickening..( think we need to reverse that) mind is going...temper is short....tears are too frequent...its too hot even when the snows falling...sleep doesnt seem to be the same...hmmm ill keep looking i think

ps my mother in law says any day you wake up breathing is a good day.....there you go, postive thought for the day
Thanks to all who replied to my Question!!
I don't know if this is coincidental or not..but in May 2009 I had a bone scan and I swear, since the day after that test every freaking joint in my body has been aching!!, but esp my knees and sides of my lower legs. My lower legs are in continous pain 24/7. I take Aleve now and than when it's to the point of tears, really it doesn't help. My Husband is trying to convince me it's circulatory related bec of my Dad having clots (Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr)
Since starting menopause almost 2 yrs now, I was like a snail regarding energy, since last Monday, I think the 24 of Aug, after a chiropractic and cranio sacral appt (which I have every day for about 4 mths now bec of an accident) I noticed that night how I felt VERY energtic and informed these 2 peeps about it and said "whatever it was you did yesterday to give me energy would you do it again today"

Wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll, I guess I should be careful of what I wish for bec since than, I still have AN ABUNDANCE OF ENERGY, but man do I feel emotional, my ovaries and lower back ache like if I was to have a period (or labor)....add the leg pain to this and I only want to say out loud, "if I had to know when I turned 49 y/o my body would change/hurt so much I would have shot myself THAN!!!!
Don't get me wrong, I don't feel depressed anymore , I do take a 1mg of Clonazapam a night bec of anxiety (it doesn't really help me sleep better) I take about 8 different supplements, I try to eat as well as possible (organic this and that) drinks lots of water and skim milk....I use to go to the gym now I can hardly walk the length of myself bec of the leg pain.
I just walked across the street to the mailbox and met my 84 y/o neighbor who is in better shape than me (in every aspect) She's amazing looking!! She asked how I was doing and I burst out crying!! (That's 2 X today I've cried already and it's only 12 noon)
I feel so full of energy but can't seem to do anything about it bec of so much damn pain!! (I feel like a kid who needs retalin)

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I'm gonna shut up now......but I'd love to hear from "y'all"...

...Esp my P-S / FB friends

Am I normal?--I have no idea anymore!!
Love ya
~Helen~