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Michah Hadley
Hi everyone,

Well, here we go again. I feel like no-one loves me, I am a nasty, dangerous animal that can't regulate emotion, I feel like crying my eyes out till they fall out, I feel like burying myself in my back yard, I feel like falling asleep and waking up in a year as a brand new woman with life in tact, I feel like being able to go on a nice long walk and not feel like throwing up, I am looking forward to being a person who can go outside in safety and stop having nightmares about freedom......

I am one day away from my period.......would be nice not to feel like this on and off, all the time......

This is the pits......


Thanks for letting me rant sad.gif
JZZ
So sorry that you're feeling so lousy. Hope tomorrow is a better day. Peri can be the pits. Best wishes to you, JZZ
CarolH
Hi Michah, Sorry you are feeling so bad. I hope today is brighter for you. (((Hugs)))
gizzie
Sorry your having a bad day.. "Tomorrow is another day", hope its a lot better for you.

Take care..
stitchnanny
(((((((((Micah)))))))))

I am sorry that you are having a bad time but it will get better!!!
Big hugs comiing your way,
Jeaninne
joyceveronica
QUOTE (Michah Hadley @ May 29 2009, 10:10 AM) *
Hi everyone,

Well, here we go again. I feel like no-one loves me, I am a nasty, dangerous animal that can't regulate emotion, I feel like crying my eyes out till they fall out, I feel like burying myself in my back yard, I feel like falling asleep and waking up in a year as a brand new woman with life in tact, I feel like being able to go on a nice long walk and not feel like throwing up, I am looking forward to being a person who can go outside in safety and stop having nightmares about freedom......

I am one day away from my period.......would be nice not to feel like this on and off, all the time......

This is the pits......


Thanks for letting me rant sad.gif

Rant on Michah
We all hear and support you.
It would be difficult to bury yourself in your own backyard!You would need some serious help!
But honestly sweeties things do get better
Please hold on.
If I got through this nonsense ,when almost certifiable,anyone can

Warm Hugs
Elizabeth
TidalWaves
QUOTE (Michah Hadley @ May 29 2009, 01:10 AM) *
Hi everyone,

Well, here we go again. I feel like no-one loves me, I am a nasty, dangerous animal that can't regulate emotion, I feel like crying my eyes out till they fall out, I feel like burying myself in my back yard, I feel like falling asleep and waking up in a year as a brand new woman with life in tact, I feel like being able to go on a nice long walk and not feel like throwing up, I am looking forward to being a person who can go outside in safety and stop having nightmares about freedom......

I am one day away from my period.......would be nice not to feel like this on and off, all the time......

This is the pits......


Thanks for letting me rant sad.gif


Sounds to me like you need some help with this time of life. I rejected it for far too long. How stupid I felt when I finally submitted to the meds and they changed my life!!!

I hope you feel better soon.

Can't live this way for very long without it affecting your health.

Take care,

bev
Michah Hadley
Hi there,

Thank you all for such nice words.......soothing balm for a tortured soul!! Yes, I figured burying myself in a hole in the back yard would use considerable energy that I don't have! biggrin.gif Feeling better today.......my girlfriend came over last night(I am the proud "aunty" of her beautiful daughter!) and had cups of tea and talked about stuff. She doesn't have peri but has severe gynea problems so she is the one of the few people that undertsand irl what I am going through. That was nice.

And i am now into my third week of YAZ and okay so far.......should be getting period today so see if pain a bit less(hopefully!!)

Thanks all again.......lovely support when I needed it.. wub.gif
Jan677
QUOTE (Michah Hadley @ May 29 2009, 06:12 PM) *
Hi there,

Thank you all for such nice words.......soothing balm for a tortured soul!! Yes, I figured burying myself in a hole in the back yard would use considerable energy that I don't have! biggrin.gif Feeling better today.......my girlfriend came over last night(I am the proud "aunty" of her beautiful daughter!) and had cups of tea and talked about stuff. She doesn't have peri but has severe gynea problems so she is the one of the few people that undertsand irl what I am going through. That was nice.

And i am now into my third week of YAZ and okay so far.......should be getting period today so see if pain a bit less(hopefully!!)

Thanks all again.......lovely support when I needed it.. wub.gif



Hi Michah, So glad you are doing better. I've been through some tough times myself lately and I know how much better I've felt just reading the posts of support from my PS sisters. There's always someone awake out there to help. Hang in there, I hear it gets better!
Jan
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