I haven't been here in awhile and I don't think I can suffer on my own anymore
I have been suffering a lot of morning anxiety the last couple of weeks. Sometimes it will hit at the end of the work day and stay until I go to bed. But the mornings are just awful!
I do suffer from (dizzy) migraines. I don't usually get any pain just dizziness and they last sometimes for days. I have missed 20 days of work in the last year and a half because of them. I had only been getting the migraines every 2 - 2 1/2 years and then Dec of 07 I had one for several days 6 months later in June of 08 had another one for several days, and then 7 months later this past Jan of 09 had another, 1 month later Feb 09 yet another, March and April again but not as severe. The one in January really hit me hard I had been sick with I think was a sinus infection and my daughter was going to leave for Spain to study for 4 months so I think the combination of not feeling well and the anxiety of her going away is the reason for that migraine. After that I just couldn't shake the fear, panic and anxiety of yet another one. You see when I get one I cannot function. I can't see, walk or think straight, literally! I am lucky if I can get to sleep and forget about rolling over in bed :blink. Anyway, I have been very anxious and worried about my daughter. I has been a LONG 4 months! She will be home 2 weeks from today and I cannot wait!! But back to the morning anxiety. I didn't know why it hit just the last couple of weeks and was thinking that it might be meno related. I did have a partial hysterctomy 11 years ago but still have my ovaries. I guess it could be a combo of my daughter, work and menopause.
I think the anxiety really bothers me because I am SO AFRAID of getting dizzy. And i realized that the migraines have been coming at the same time every month which started me thinking menopause.
I do take very small doses if inderol for the migraines and klonopin for the anxiety and was wondering that could actually be making me anxious. I started taking a b complex and just added extra b12 and ginger and started walking more. Just hoping and praying that this goes away soon. I have suffered on and off for years with this but it seems worse this time and taking forever to let up.
I was going to call the Doctor but my other daughter suggested I wait until my younger daughter comes home thinking I will feel better once she is home but I don't know if I can wait another 2 weeks plus he will probably just want to give me more meds and I hate taking them especially if they don't work
Oh thanks for listening or (reading) ladies.
Hope you all have a good weekend.
Thanks,
Deb
