QUOTE (surreallife @ Apr 7 2009, 05:09 PM)

A couple days ago it started, the blahs. I've been trying not to let it get to me to the point where I am anxiety ridden as well. I've gained weight, I'm old, I'm miserable (can't find anything to make me smile, even my furbabies), I don't want to shower or get dressed, I'm hot flashing like crazy, I haven't been sleeping well, I'm tired; tired of it all. I know it's a cycle and I will feel better in so many days, I hope. I know you guys know these feelings so I'm just whining today. Thanks for listening and understanding!
I see that I posted April 7 with the blahs. I think I went a couple more days like that. Then miracles, I went 4 days feelings better, no shaking, etc. Still moody and irritable but manageable. Every time this happens I think OK it's over with finally. NOPE, here it is again today. SIGH! Shaking, anxious, the whole gambit. These cycles are driving me nuts. It's been at least 5 years of this stuff and the worse this past year. I've gone this far so I'm gonna keep climbing this mountain until I can just slide down the other side. Won't that be fun!
Thanks for listening
robin