QUOTE (shelby1970 @ Mar 13 2009, 06:19 PM)

WELL, THE DR SAYS ITS SOME SORT OF ALLERGIC REACTION. PRETTY OBSERVANT. HE GAVE ME A SHOT OF A STEROID AND WROTE ME A PRESCRIPTION FOR PREDNISONE. TODAY MY CHEST FEELS A LITTLE HEAVY BUT THE REDNESS IS BETTER. I ORIGINALLY WASN'T GOING TO GET THE PRESCRIPTION, BECAUSE I'M AFRAID THE PREDNISONE WILL TEAR UP MY ALREADY ULCER RIDDEN STOMACH, BUT I MAY HAVE TO. I FEEL "ASTHMA LIKE" WITH A TIGHT CHEST. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING WRONG. IM JUST SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED. SO OF COURSE, WITH MY HYPOCHONDRIA, I THINK I'M HAVING HEART PROBLEMS, A BIG MASS IN MY CHEST, OR SOMETHING LIFE THREATENING. ITS A BEAUTIFUL DAY AND I JUST WANT TO ENJOY MY WEEKEND WITHOUT HEALTH PROBLEMS OR ANXIETY.....PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.
I can totally understand your fear especially about the chest thing. I have had issues with my chest since being ill with a respiratory illness 7 weeks ago and I made the fateful mistake last night of googling 'Pleurisy' to see if that might be what I have (but I doubt it cos I'm sure Pleurisy is very painful, mine is not) and of course it says Pleurisy can be from Lupus so what have I thought all night, you got it, that I now have Lupus. Why is it we do this to ourselves, all this worry over the what ifs just makes us worse and gives us new symptoms to worry about just from the stress of it all but we still do it. I'm just so tired of all this health anxiety but I can't seem to stop my mind from going there and now I'm even too afraid to go to the doctor as they will just think 'Oh gawd here she is again with another weird symptom'. The problem with me is I am also too scared to have some tests done to rule out these major nasties that keep lingering in my mind for fear of actually having one of them then I would be in a right state forever worrying about the outcome. And besides we don't get tests done here just to alleviate our health anxiety so I think I'm going to have to even push to get a simple chest x-ray to rule out any nasties there. I had to sob my heart out just to get a referal to see the gyny about my pap smear result and on the letter he put
'routine but due to anxiety an early appointment would be in the best interests' so now I feel like a right idiot
The chest tightness is probably due to the anxiety and tension as is probably mine but what can we do to be rid of it when it's hard to think logically while in distress. Do you suffer with GERD at all since you have ulcers in your stomach? The reason I ask is I think my ongoing chest issues maybe from GERD since this has acted up since being sick (I have a hiatal hernia which I'm sure is reacting from all the coughing I did contributing to the GERD also)
I hope you are having a better weekend than I am