Hi and welcome to Powersurge
First-you said the testosterone is a cream-then you said it is Androgel-which is a gel in alcohol. If it is in a cream then it has probably be made up specially for you and in that case-yes you can and should apply around the vagina and clitoris.
If it is pure androgel in an alcohol base-well that is for men and not to be put on your delicate areas. You should put it on your inner thighs, belly or even wrists.
You say you are not taking any other hormones. Mostly doctors don't prescribe testosterone without estrogen to women because they kind of balance each other out . Having said that, I myself am using a testosterone cream without any other HRT because firstly I have had endometrial cancer so estrogen is not really good for me, but secondly because I have tried estrogen and it makes me ill.
If you are using it alone I would advise you to take it really slowly. You will probably start to feel your mood lift, your brain sharpen up and your energy levels rise very quickly-maybe almost straight away. As soon as you find your sex drive has returned I would advise you to back off for a couple of days. The testosterone will build up and stay in your body for quite a while and once the level is up you may only need to use it now and again-especially if you are not taking estrogen.
It definitely has a stimulating effect on me and I often find that I can feel agitated a day or so after using it because it is so hard to get a small enough dose.
If you overdo it you will hate it because it will make you feel very angry, anxious and cause severe hot flashes. Your libido will also disappear believe it or not! I am not saying this to put you off-quite the reverse.
When I started on my testosterone 18 months ago my doctor just gave me the sachets for men and told me to experiment. I hugely overdosed very quickly because here in UK there was no-one- not even my doctor, who knew anything about treating women and how small the dose should be.
I would have given anything for someone to help me but it is so unusual for anyone to be given just testosterone that I couldn't find any help at all. So I am happy to be able to give you the benefit of my experience
If you use a small amount and go slow you will have intense orgasms and will feel alive again. If you take it one step too far you will feel terrible and the effects can last for weeks.
To give you an example of how strong it can be-last July I topped mine up and I went right through until November before I needed to top up again.
Everyone is different and I am very sensitive to meds so you may find it works in a different way for you. Just remember-less is more.
Good luck and let me know how you are doing
janet c