QUOTE (gillK @ Feb 20 2009, 01:13 AM)

I've had horrid rage when my E is too high, even when I know my T is too much. For me, it's the high-E that will make me go off the deep end. When my T is too high, I get symptoms like JanetC, the 'croaky' voice and unwanted body hair. When my E is too much, I get hideously short-tempered, critical and impatient. Slamming doors, very, very easily ticked off and snarky-vocal about it. I take myself out of the scene when this happens. The only mood change I notice with too much T on board is that I am more direct and assertiv, in a pleasant, upbeat way. Like JanetC, when T is just right, I have a crystal clear sense of purpose and absolute sense of well-being. I've done both too much E and T and can tell the difference between the two.
I'm wondering if with either of us, the T is converting to E, as Sariah has said. wrt E and T, I also wonder if T gives us the desire and E gives us the response.
Interesting Gil... My hormone levels in terms of E have always been high, I have always been told I am estrogen dominant and progesterone cream has always helped me with that. However, I stopped using it. I have also read that P is converted to all of the other hormones ONLY if your ovaries are still working properly. If the ovaries are not working properly, then the conversion DOES NOT HAPPEN! I do remember that this hair growth did not get worse until I stopped using the Progesterone so there could be a correlation between the hair growth, the higher testosterone and E numbers and the rage issues...perhaps the E is converting to T because my SBHG is very low which means that the levels of FREE testosterone in my body would be HIGHER...at least during the luteal phase when this was tested. I guess I really need to see what my SBHG and ovarian hormone levels look like in the follicular phase...
I was also reading that T has an impact on your weight loss or fat distribution as well as energy, etc... I guess if I can get my E and P optimized, especially during the luteal phase that this would help me with the anger, hair growth, hair loss, and rage issues... I am thinking, however, that since I started the trial of progesterone so early in my follicular phase...just a couple of days that this will throw my cycle off...we'll see. I do know that I am calmer, albeit still very anxious and easily startled still...
If I could accomplish this, it would be HUGE FOR ME!
Best Wishes...
TJ