QUOTE (enough @ Nov 20 2008, 12:32 PM)

Each day things change, the shaking is better these last few days, and of course, anxiety rolls in. I am taking .25 mg of xanax twice a day for now until I can get a grip and just relax my whole system. I think i just need to regroup. Some days, like the weekend were good, no anxiety at all. No drugs, just me dealing with sinuses, etc, but not to excess, then some days. whew!! can't get a grip. I never had PMS all those years so you know what, no one gets a free ride, i got away with it all those years, so now I am paying and I guess just not used to it. I really was lucky and ned to remind myself of that.
thanks and have a good day.
It seems my internal shaking comes during the evening- more so- I'm aware of it more is what I mean. To me it's like little nerve pulses all over, mostly my nose, eyes, and stomach. My heart beats more rapidly at that time- that I'm AWARE of, probably because I'm sitting watching tv. I've got the skippy beats, too.
Well, I'm going to the gyno- again- a new one this time for probably what will be my first surgery in my life- rectocele- yuck. I'm terrified!