Thank you ladies for your responses and for reassurance. This is how my mind works (since entering peri!)...........
Dr finds a lump in my breast, ultrasound is positive, wants biopsy done to rule out breast cancer. Thank God it was nothing.
Different dr wants to do a colonoscopy to rule out colon cancer (haven't done this one, however; bleeding stopped).
Optometrist wants me to have a test done to rule out MS, I once again, freak out!!!
I suppose my irrational way of thinking is telling me, when does your luck run out?! When do I quit escaping these serious illnesses, and am told that yes, in fact, you are really sick?!!
Millions of people suffer from horrible diseases, so many are terminal, why were they dealt these horrible cards?! Why couldn't they have a test done and it come back negative?! Why have so many of my friends passed away and others are very sick, and besides this peri crap, I'm in perfect health?! Don't get me wrong, every single day I thank God for the health of my family and I, I NEVER take that for granted. I pray to God that our luck doesn't run out, I just also pray for those that are suffering and I keep asking why??! Do you know what I mean? I really was a very rational thinker until I hit my 40's, now it's all gone to hell!
Anyway, thanks again and I hope you all have a wonderful weekend

Karen