Noreen, I don't know what to tell you to make you not worry so much. Have you checked on some anti anxiety meds from your Doc? They might really help settle your nerves, you don't have to suffer through this!
I still feel great. I do have some BM issues, constipated as all get out. I tried going out with my mother this weekend and after an hour I was done in. Moving around a lot just wears me out. I see my Doc Wed for the two week post op will update after that.