139 days! 139 days without a period and BAM! There the darn thing is. Messing me up all over again. Insomnia, nausuea, diarhea, headache.....seriously, is this a joke becuase I'm not laughing! And to top it all off; my "friend"

came the day before my 40th birthday; thank you very much. Just what I wanted. The best gift of all. Better then a diamond! For cry-eye. I was so so hoping I could just get to April 02, 2009 and be done but NOOOOOOOOOOOO! I've got to start the roller coaster ride all over again. I have been up since 1 am this mornig, came in to work at 5 am, hoping to get out by noon to catch a nap so I can enjoy my evening plans at the Sox game. But if I can't keep my eyes open I'll likely get knocked in the head with a 100 mile an hour baseball

Turning 40 is hard enough w/o all the freaken hormones raging....I just want to sit in a corner and cry