hi everyone,
Something very strange happened to me today. This morning, after i had eaten a bowl of hot cereal, with raw honey and coconut oil mixed in (which, by the way, i've done a hundred times before), I had a strange reaction, and i don't know if it was from what i ate, or from anxiety, bec. I've read that what happened COULD be from anxiety. OK, let me explain.........
about 20 minutes or so, after eating the hot cereal, i was standing up, looking through some mail .... not bending over in any strange position, just standing up. SUDDENLY, i began to get this strange kind of "tightening" feeling in my abdomen, on the sides of my abdomen, and down on that lower abdominal muscle (I call it the "sling" muscle, bec. it acts like a sling undergirding your abdomen)....it began to slowly tighten, then, it worked it's way around my waist on both sides, and made it's way around my lower back, to the spine .... it was a slow tightening, there was NO PAIN, just a WEIRD strange "feeling", and it made me panic, because it felt as though it was going to keep tightening! I had to sit down on the couch, and bend over, and just sort of let it pass. The whole thing took about maybe 5 minutes, or less. It scared the daylights out of me. As it slowly relaxed, and i felt it sort of passing, i got up, and immediatley took a xanax! OK,this was weird. I was glad my husband was home, because i became very frightened and he assured me it was probably peri, and anxiety, not to mention, that my period is about 6 days late. But yet, i don't know if my period being late would have anything to do with this....this felt MUSCULAR, but why, or what the heck was this? OK, so, about a half an hour later, I had to go out and do some errands, but i was afraid to do it, because it still felt as though, those muscles were on "edge", just sort of ready to start that again. I did indeed go anyway, determined to act "natural" and not panic. This, did help. I took to Rolaids, hoping maybe it was gas or something intestinal. The Rolaids also helped...a little. As the day wore on, i forgot about it, and basically, that "feeling" that it was going to start up again, went away. I forgot to mention earlier...that AFTER that whole episode this morning of the muscles tightening, my abdomen really popped out, and got hard. During the day however, it went back to itself.
It is now about 11:30pm, and it seems to be beginning again. It hasn't gotten to that point yet. But, I find it interesting, that i just had some more coconut oil! (it seemed to have started up again, AFTER i ate the coconut oil....and yet, i've been using coconut oil for a long time with NO PROBLEMS...IN FACT..it's very very good for you!).....I just took another xanax, to ward off ahead of time , any type of anxiety reaction that might come along with this. I don't want my abdominal muscles to start tighening again, or have it go around my waist on both sides, and around to the back like earlier today. I have no idea what this is. However, ihave read on anxiety and panic sites, that abdominal "contractions" can happen with anxiety, so maybe that was it.....I AM very anxious right now about a few things going on in my life, but not OFF THE WALL....i mean, this came out of nowhere! SUDDENLY! Now, i could tell myself, it was the coconut oil, and yet, i've been taking that in tea, oatmeal, whatver....for a long time.....and really, would that make your abdominal muscles do that?
If anyone has had ANYTHING like this, or even similar, PLEASE let me know.....I dont know what to think! I wonder if my period being late could have anything to do with it, I mean, in the sense that obviously my hormones are out of whack, and I do believe our hormones have a lot to do with our muscles. Ladies, this was weird and scary, and I guess i need some kind of reassurance it's not some deadly disease.......
thanks guys! Sincerely, mydarling