QUOTE (RoundRobin @ Oct 16 2007, 08:41 AM)

I was on Prempro and I couldn't tell if it made me feel any better. My days are so messed up...one day is good, the next day is bad. I decided to stop taking it because of the risk of blood clots and increased risk of breast cancer. And to be honest, I don't know if I'm estrogen deficient or estrogen dominant. I've taken the quizzes and can answer 'yes' to the questions for both conditions! I've had blood tests and some times they show normal hormonal levels...other times they're completely out of whack.
Sigh. It's so hard to know what to do. My mother took HRT for 20 years after her hysterectomy in her forties and she is fine. I keep thinking...way back when, women just went through 'the change' and didn't take anything! So did nature 'intend' for woman to take supplemental hormones? Then again, I just started reading The Wisdom of Menopause, in which Dr. Northrup reminds us that, sadly, it wasn't too long ago that most women died before going through menopause.
I literally have no idea and no opinion when it comes to the subject of supplemental hormones. I'm just too confused. I'll really enjoy reading what others have to say, though. Iradan, you are very knowledgable about human physiology and drugs, so I pay extra attention to what you are doing...
Robin,
thanks for kind words, but I am just as confused as you are, LOL. My blood test is "normal" and symptoms according to the chart are neither one, I simply think my hormones flux daily, so it is estrogen dominant and estrogen deficient within 1 hour, LOL.
The more I read into it, the less assertive I become. At one point I thought BHRT is answer to all my questions, but 3 months did not solve any problems, and messed me up even further. I am sure HRT helps with hot flashes and night sweats, it is clear that low estrogen is to blame, but does it help with anxiety, mood swings, etc - I guess not, since it did not help me. Combo pill now is being blamed for heart attack and stroke, breast cancer, but it implies that progesterone in the pill should be blamed for all these ailments, not estrogen. My question is then, how come almost all drs now "jumped" on natural progesterone wagon if progesterone in all forms has similar negative effect on many women, and it is 2nd part of the cycle that always made me feel depressed, moody, fatigues, sleepy, bloated, gives me chest pain, raises my blood sugar, etc. so how is it progesterone is so great if it causes all this nasty symptoms.
The only one action sof progesterone o far is to protect endometrium, this is where I think all benefits of progesterone end. OTOH, estrogen seems to be vital, but it is not an option for many women either.
I don't know answer to whether women suppose to have same level of hormones at 50 as they had at 20 and for the rest of our lives, nor I am 100% agree that we suppose to die as soon as our reproductive function seize. I am not sure that all women used to die right after menopause, many made it to a very old and ripe age and survived without hormones, think old mades and nuns but I am sure they used some natural (herbal) remedies, Valerian is one of them, to calm nerves. Women in different countries uses herbs, soy, fresh fruits and vegetables, exercise, every little thing helps.
I doubt any dr. know how safe are HRT, but I keep reading that BHRT pose the same risk as conventional HRT on many conventional websites that does not sell or promote BHRT, and this is what I believe is 100% true!
The rest, not clear and it is all about personal choice. I am sure I would look younger, have smoother skin, less muscle/joint aches, etc. if I take estrogen alone, but this means I have to get rid of my uterus first, but I don't think it worth it.
Even if I get hysterectomy, I still have other organs HRT may impact, so I am not rushing to try HRT again. It is very tempting to get my old self back, but I am sure that HRT is not a solution to all my problems and changes I see in my personality and physique doubtfully will magically "cured" by HRT.
I see menopause as natural process, as a part of getting older. There are remedies that help with symptoms, but there is no panacea from the process itself, with or without hormones. But this is just me, and never say never, so I may change my opinion as I process further into menopause.

One thing I won't do, is blame pharmaceutical companies, life is all about personal choices. OTC NSAID killed more ppl in general, that all Rx together.
JMO
Best,
I.