hi guys,
for the last week or so, i had had bad constipation, really, out of nowhere. It was drving me nuts, so at the suggestion of a very good friend, i bought the Walgreens MAGNESIUM CITRATE SODIUM laxative thing. I did according to the directions, and drank most of the bottle, and then waited. Well, about 2 hrs. later, it kicked in, and i spent about 5 hrs. on the toilet, which was fun!
Finally, sore and exhausted, it SEEMED over, and i felt better, and lighter, and fell into a deep sleep.! The next day, Friday, when i woke up, i knew i still felt kinda crummy and sickly, and still had the "runs" somewhat into the early afternoon on frida. HOWEVER, then i noticed, that my abdomen was BLOATED AND DISTENDED and felt like my upper intestines, under the breasts, were vibrating, i know, that sounds funny, but that was the feeling. Well, ok, so, I wondered if that wasn't anxiety, and took a xanax, and lo and behold, it went away!
Now, i think i had mentioned on some earlier posts recently that i was having that lousy waist ache again, which did , wrap around to the back, up and down the back, and the kidney area too. But, that ache, had been gone for 3 days before i took the magnesium citrate laxative on thursday. Even the day i took it, thursday, the waist ache was still gone, so i felt just very constipated, and took the lax. So, i went from Friday (the day after the lax.) when i felt terribly distended, putty, gassy, and just plain sickly......to Sat. when i felt a LITTLE better, but still very puffy and distended and gassy. But the side ache was still pretty good, it was there a little, lurking around, but not to much of a bother. So, i was so happy, i ate this wonderful grilled fish dinner that my husband brought home for me from his friends very nice restaurant here in our neighborhood. I garfed it down, i was starving. I even ate the salad that came with it!..lol...well, that was about 6pm on SAt.(yest.)....i started to notice the waist ache sort of returning SLIGHTLY, and my lower back was really aching! So, i found taht if i leaned over and sort of squated, the back ache completley stopped, and i knew then it was muscular, so i took 3 Advil, bec. i really needed to sleep by now, and was sick of this back pain! I fell into a pretty good sleep. Well, today, EVERYTHING WAS DIFF. ..... when i woke up i felt kind of sickly again, but at least no back ache. So, i got up, and started to really feel this bad feeling in my intestinal area, left side of my abdomen.
It's hard to describe. It felt like some kind of pressure, gas, on and off "pain", and it would sort of come on me in waves, and when that would happen, say every 10 minutes or so, it would give me this horrible sick feeling, a little nauseas, sour taste in my mouth, and stomach....but MOSTLY this really bad DEEP ache or sick feeling in my left abdomen, i would say it eventually kind of targeted one area, about maybe, an inch or so over to the left, from my belly button. Ok, so, i panic at this point, thinking someting like diverticulitis.....and i was off to the ER with hubby!!!
Well, they took a urinalysis and found not infection anywhere in my body (and hey, can they do that? i mean, can they actully see if theer's an infection ANYWHERE in your body JUST BY A URINALYSIS, i thought you'd need a bloodtest for that), so he ruled out a kidney infection,,,,,then we dealt with maybe kidney stones, but again, he told me that NO, becaue, there would've been blood in the urine, which i didn't have. He basically said that my urinalysis showed that i wasn't taking in enough fluids, well, WHAT?!!!!!
THAT CANT BE THE REASON FOR THIS AWFUL SICK PRESSURIZED LEFT ABDOMONAL FEELING...and plus, i may not drink the entire 8-10 glasses of water everyday, but i DO try to keep abreast of my water intake!!!! So, what the heck could that be from?
We also took a regular plain old x-ray of my abdomen, came back nothing. Now, i know that if it 's a kidney stone, a reg. x-ray won't find it, you need a CT scan or ultrasound, which they were unwilling to do, but since he felt there was NO infection, and NO blood in my urine, he determined he didn't need those other tests, bec. he felt it wasn't a stone.
Now, we had to sit and wait for all the results for 5 hrs....lol....well, my husband and i certainly got out "quality time" together!
But during that time, i had to keep pacing, bec. this feeling in my left abdomen, which also was now beginning to kind of creep down farther towards the groin area, above the pubic hairline, where you have that awful, heavy, cramping feeling when you're going to gt your period...or for those of you (like myself) when you've had your children, that beginning labor feeling, down at the very base of the uterus? you know what i mean. Also, this made me feel slightly nauseas, and like i wanted to push something out of me....that was the feeling. I realize i'm being pretty descriptive here, but i really do want to expalin it all fully, so if anyone else has ANYTHING LIKE THIS, OR CLOSE TO THIS, please please please post! They didn't take a blood test, he said he didn't need to, i did press him for it, but he wouldn't do it, which i thought was funny. To be honest, they were all very very nice to me, and he was a very nice dr....i give him credit there! During those 5 hrs. of waiting, i thought i'd scream, because the anxiety was through the roof inside me, waiting to hear what the heck was wrong.....THEN add to that that feeling that kept coming like waves every 10-15 minutes making me feel very panicky, and hurting, and almost as if when that wave would hit the left abdomen, that would get this sort of mini convulsion, meaning that, the abdominal muscles would sort of VERY SLIGHTLY deep inside, convulse and make me feel like it was shooting up into my throat, and need to cough or gag. i never vomited, i didn't feel like that at all.
now, the whle reason i'm typing this entire story of mine here, instead of perhaps on some intestinal problems forum somewhere, is because, i'm wondering if this could be HORMONAL!!!!!! I mean, if thre's one thing i've learned since january, ANYTHING IS POSSILE WITH HORMONES! Between this site, and other women i know, i've heard some outrageous symptoms from peri!!!!
The dr. finally released me, telling me that i should follow up with a Gastro dr. bec. apparently, i may have some sort of intestinal something or other, maybe IBS.....and obviousl i can't live like this, and he's right, and that's what i'm going to do, this is way to much discomfort, i mean, i am afraid to eat, i'm afraid i'll set this off....i can't sleep, not bec. of some horrible pain, but bec. this left abdominal feeling is very uncomfortable, and you have to find the right position to sleep in, or sit, and when these little so called "waves" hit that area, it really can feel bad. So, come tomorrow, i'm calling for an appt.! He did'nt feel it was an emergency.
SO, IF ANYONE OUT THERE, HAS ANYTHING LIKE THIS, OR SIMILAR, PLEASE POST HERE! and if anyone, knows if hormones can actually BRING ON IBS....or can irritate, POST HERE! See, like i had said earlier, the waist pain had gone a few days before i did the lax thing.....it wasn't till AFTER, that this all started, and i wonder if i did someting to my intestines, or aggravated something, and then, if PERI would make that all the worse? I mentioned to him that i was definatley in PERI, and he smiled and agreed, and actually agreed that hormones can cause a myriad of very bad intestinal symptoms! SO...ladies, i know this has been an exceptionally long post, and to anyone whose bothered to read all the way through it, THANK YOU!!!!!
if you have any knowledg, please share that with me! THANK YOU, GUYS! Sincerely, MyDarling
