Hi all,
Just wondering the above. I have had many sensations of peri. coming and going, but this one has made me almost unfunctional most of the time.
Hotflashes are uncomfortable, palp's are scary, and the many other symptoms I have delt with, but to not be able to think clearly and walk around in some daze feeling drunk and spacing out often is just something i am not dealing with well. I have the usual complaint of brain fog such as forgeting what you are doing and saying or going through about 5 names before you get your own childs right. This is scary though like my brain just doesn't want to work. I have to have most people repeat what they are saying because I can't comprhend(sp) it, I have to listen so intently and focus I think I even squint my eyes because my husband has made comments about the face I am making. Along with this inability to actually think comes this dizzy feeling or floating feeling which has rendered me unable to drive for fear of it happening while driving.
I still actually have days where it feels like somebody lifted some heavy veil off my eyes and I can see and think clear without straining how I have forgotten what it is like to feel clear, but are they are becoming fewer and fewer. Most of the time I feel like there is cotton just crammed in my head and i can't see through it and it is jumbling all my thoughts or completely smothering them. I also, when I get this, get very tired and I get irritated with anyone talking to me or touching me. I just sit and space and it seems to be a struggle to even keep my head upright.
My husband is very supportive and says it will go away when my body settles down, but that could be years and what if it doesn't? I can't even imagine...I am just sooo tired at this point dealing with it, not an angry tired, but a I give up tired. This one symtom has made me very dependent and unproductive and since it has taken alot of freedoms I am depressed.
Thanks for listening and any advice as to what helps would be wonderful. Mikki
