My periods have been changing over this last year ,im 36 i stated my periods when i was 9 ,,far too early but nothing i could do sadly i just had to cope ,but this last year they have gotten lighter or sometimes heavier .but now this past three months or so there about the same as ive always been but something horrible is happening ,i get bad cramps now this is usualy when im passing clots ,,this is my issue these horrible clot things ,its like raw liver there not huge kinda the size of two 2 pound coins if that makes sence those of you in other counteries about two inches or bit less ,,,they totaly freak me out i hate them ,,i suffer from extream anxiety anyways have for years but when this happens you can imagine whats going through my head ,,,
i know this is gross but i need to explain to help me deal with this i get a bad cramp and then i know its about to happen ,,im scared to death to go to the loo as i know what im going to have to face ,i deal with it (it comes away) then i try not to think about it but i get hot sweaty panicy light headed like im going to faint ,,i start thinking ,,whats comming next it looks so awful like part of my insides are comming away ,i guess they are but i think awful stuff ,,i dont visit my doctor as i get to nervous and just avoid it ,but ive gotten soooooooo scared now ive made an appointment foir two weeks time to talk about it ,,it usually only happens twice or so during my period on the 3rd n 4th day ,this time its been three times ,,,,,,i sound pathetic dont i ,i am sorry as i know theres people suffering worse than me on here and all over the world but i was just hopeing there may be someone with some advice and support out there for me ,my husband has been wonderful im moody one min im ripping his clothes off the next im sobbing my heart out ,,or too scared to leave the house he has to put up with so much hes so wonderful ,,,,,,,,,any one any advice please ,,,kindest thanks in advance