Hi Everyone,
OK im confused. when i get my hormones checked it always comes back within normal ranges for everything so im afraid to use any estrogen, but i am wondering if thats exactly what my body is screaming for. i have been crying for days and my mind is racing and i feel like im losing all control. usually i can stop the racing thoughts by doing deep breathing and calming myself , but lately nothing seems to work like it used to. my anxiety is constant and my chest feels tight and i can feel im carrying all this stress in my neck and throat. thats usually where i carry it. some of you may know that my mom is dying and im struggling with that right now, so do you think that maybe thats whats going on and its not estrogen at all? ive heard so many women say that their body gave a sigh of relief when they used estrogen, i want to feel that too. but then ive heard women say that bc pills made them feel crazier, i sure dont want that. and ive read the same things in books, its good and its bad to use.i feel like my control ( what little i have had ) is slipping away and im afraid of going back to where i was in the beginning of all this 4 years ago and not being able to function. i cant take AD's , ive tried some with bad results, so now what. i also have a cyst on my ovary and hypothyroid with a little polyp on my thyroid and im afraid estrogen might make them both grow bigger and become really bad. Any advise?
