Hi ladies,
well, i just had to add my two cents here, because I myself just had a doozie of a panic attack the other day! It started out of nowhere (although we had been very worried about a friend of ours who was on vacation, and we hadn't heard from him AT ALL), and I think that's what might have brought it on. All i know is that it came out of nowhere. Just sitting at the comp. and here we go! Sudden wave of lightheadedness, dizzy, OFF BALANCE, and just plain weird in my head, esp. on the left side. Now, I've had anxiety since my early 20's, and I'm 49 now....I've also had some panic attacks, but THIS WAS BAD! I mean, it all happened so fast!!! Then, the shakiness, the DETACHED feeling from your surroundings, terrible withdrawn feeling, and i felt as though all i could do was stare straight ahead! UGH! this was so weird. I sat there, telling myself it was ok, just anohter attack. But, as you well know, that doesn't always help! I tried getting up, and walking, and the off balance was so bad! This time i ddn't have any breathing problems, I'm suprised! LOL...ususally i do. No, this was concentrated up in the head...esp. on the left side.
All I know, is that I sat there, on the couch, for HOURS with my husband, who was trying to help me, just relax me and reassure me it was peri....I was certain I was near death! It's funny, because each panic attack is different from the last one in some way.
Well, the whole point is, it took me HOURS, to even BEGIN to be ok!!! I had to just sit on the couch, talk to my husband, and even my speech was weird, different....it was slow. It was as if I had gone deep within myself, i had become very very aware of myself.
I hate that! Well, finally, I was able to take a xanax, which I sware by, and all i felt like eating, was hot cereal, which my husband made for me. I was insanley off balance for HOURS! After i ate, i took two benadryl...something else i swear by!
FINALLY, about 4-5 hours later, i was drowsy enough, to fall off to sleep. I woke the next day, STILL NOT MYSELF! No, when you get a really bad PA, it can take days! It took about 24-28 hours for me to sort of feel normal again. It really wasn't till the day AFTER that even, that i felt completley ok. So, yes, PA symptoms can last a few days, i found that out the hard way!
I think this has got to be the worst symptom of peri. Because it can come suddenly, and you can be out shopping, at hte movies, whatever......I just know I don't go anywhere without the xanax! I've become somewhat familiar now with the "build-up", and when i feel that, i take a xanax immediatley. But, like the other night, I didn't feel any build up at all!
Ladies, isn't there an old saying , that says "what doesn't kill you, will make you stronger"? yeah, well in that case, when this is all over, we should all be super women!!!!!!!
Sincerely, MyDarling