hi all, ok, i went back to dr. today, because the ache in my RIGHT leg was bad, and I felt as though my calf was kind of cramping, aching too......well, then, he is sending me for some more blood t ests on Monday, but WON'T do any hormone level checking because to him, as long as I'm still getting my period, why bother? He said to me, that obviously from my age, i'm in peri, so my hormones will prob. be out of whack anyway...oh, great. But, he wants me to do a PAP smear on Wed, which I am, "just in case" as he puts it, BECAAUSE my mother died in 1988 of ovarian cancer, but it STARTED OUT ON HER CERVIX...! Now, I looked up symptoms of cervical cancer, and they basically tell you that there really arent' any symptoms UNTIL the late stanges....but they list a number of symptoms anyway, for ADVANCED cervical cancer....I have only one...which is LEG PAIN! The only other one I MIGHT have is "back pain" but again, they're not speciific, because sure, I have back pain, who doesn't? But it's not bad. Then I became panicky because I thought of that weird deep ache I get sometimes on my left side, and how my abdomen can kind of swell when that happens, and feel different sort of "pains" in the abdomen area as well...but then, a few of you ladies responded to that and said you have that too, and it's prob. IBS.....
So, now, I wonder what they mean by 'LEG PAIN" on the list of symptoms. I mean, ok, as of last night, my RIGHT leg was aching so damn bad, i had to take tylenol PM just to get it to die down some and I could sleep.! Now, today, again, I had to do the same, the ache in the right thigh was bad, and then the cramping of the calf muscle. Dear God, I hope that's not what they mean when they say "leg pain".....! I wish I could remember more about my mothers situation, but we were living here in florida, and she wa still up in NY.....I just remember her going for a pap smear and having it come back abnormal...and having to go for another one, and THAT'S WHEN THEY DIAGNOSED HER WITH CERICAL CANCER. She ended up dying about 2 yrs. later, they put down it was ovarian cancer, but really, it started out in the cervic. I can't remember at all, if she had LEG PAIN.
But, keep in mind one thing here, if any of you here remember, I had posted back in very early January, around the 2nd or 3d...that one night I had gotten up to get water, and sudenly felt this weird ache on teh top part of my right foot, and saw sort of like a bubble area on the top of the foot, and after that, my leg went into hot/cold for a few days, and then my foot (RIGHT) started going nuts, burning, stinging, hot/cold.....THEN it finally stopped down there and went up the leg, and THAT'S WHEN I had all those vericose veins pop out (do any of you remember this?) and I kept posting and posting because I was so freaked out about that, because that was totally weird. They ached too! THEN, I also, GOT MY PERIOD ABOUT 12 DAYS EARLY, all in that one month, JANUARY. So, I wonder if ALL OF THIS, EVEN THE BUBBLE ON THE FOOT, THE HOT/COLD, PINS AND NEEDLES, VERICOSE VEINS...were all hormonal? Now, he is trying to be very vague till the blood tests come back, ok, but I'm scared out of my mind,....because when i saw on that site just now, that ONE of the symptoms of ADVANCED CERICVAL CANCER is LEG PAIN.....I NEARLY DROPPED TO THE FLOOR! I felt the life drain right out of me. Now, that's under the advanced stage, they also listed weight loss, and I've lost weight this last month, about maybe 5-8lbs...but that's been because I was so damn scared about my veins, and the leg throbbing, plus I didn't feel to good at all.....so I really didn't eat much.
Like I said, my only hope here is to thnk that this LEG PAIN I am now dealing with came from that situation that night, when I got up for water, adn felt that weird pressure on the top of my foot, and since then, for the entire month of JANUARY, I have been in hell.....with insane foot, leg, and other symptoms! I'm hoping that THAT'S waht THIS leg pain is from, not from cervical cancer.
The dr. doesn't seem to know yet, what that little swelling was on my foot, he says "it could have been anything", gee, whiz.
but, then when I said ever since then, which was Jan. 2nd...my life has been horrible, in that, I have experienced insane symptoms of foot, leg, aching and pain....pins and needles, hot/cold.....and then MY PERIOD WAY TO EARLY....I just am trying to sit here and realize that this leg pain ISN'T from cervical cancer.......I am trying to figure it's from whateve that was that made that swelling that night, and then all the symptoms taht followed, AND NOT FROM CERVICAL CANCER....
If anyone here has any info . on this....PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me.......I am going for a PAP smear on wed, but I'm a nervous wreck! He also gave me Lexapro to calm me down......how is that stuff?
