QUOTE (Shakti @ Oct 1 2006, 05:32 PM)

I seem to be just the opposite. My anxiety comes almost like clockwork at around eight in the evening. I have noticed that if I drink any caffiene besides my AM cup of tea that it gets worse. My period which is terrilby irregular now seems to trigger it too. I'm only 47 and I have many more years that I have to work and let me tell you, it is getting harder and harder to make it through the work week. I get so tired so easily and I used to have a ton of energy. The good news is when peri ends I heard that things get a lot better, hope thats true.
I know what you mean about it getting harder to get through the work week. Until 2 years ago, it wasn't unusual for me to work 10 or 12 hour days and still have energy to work out and socialize regularly. And, I love my job - always have, but I am just so darn tired all the time, in spite of cutting down on my working hours and getting to bed at a relatively decent hour. I'm hoping the estrogen will help return me to my normal state. I miss me :-(
QUOTE (kollette @ Oct 1 2006, 06:27 PM)

Gosh, I totally relate to this morning anxiety. I'm only 45 and have years more to work. It's such a struggle for me now. If I don't work, I wouldn't be able to afford all these expensive treatments for my symptoms of heart palps, irregular periods, cramps with phantom periods, migraines, fatigue, etc...LOL. I had 2 depression episodes during a 10-year period. So all the docs think it's just depression. In the evening, I get anxiety too if I have to go out & socialize with people.
My ob-gyn did a FSH test & rudely ruled out peri or menopause. A psych is pushing me to be on celexa as I took it 3 yrs back for so-called depression & it worked. I take a small dose of ativan in the morning to help me get through. but the anxiety, fatigue, funny feeling in the head like i'm going crazy is hard to cope with. i'm trying to use breathing exercises but it is not working - as yet.

It is so frustrating to go to doctors and be treated like that. I'm sorry you are having to deal with unsympathetic and, obviously, uneducated doctors (in terms of women's health issues). I know this sounds bitter, but if a man went to the doctor about heart palps, fatigue, crushing headaches, the doctor would run all kinds of tests before even considering depression or anxiety. It's so sad that women continue to be treated in a second-rate manner. In the past two years, I have been subjected to about 8 antidepressant trials, all of which made me feel worse and did nothing to help my symptoms. It wasn't until I found my current doctor that it was finally acknowledged that I did NOT have depression, and that my problems were hormonal. He has been a godsend.
Have you thought of going through the Patient Empowerment Program and trying some bio-identicals to help relieve your symptoms? I read a brief article recently (it was probably old, but it was something that I found on the net) by a doctor who said, if I am remembering correctly, that it is probably better to treat the types of symptoms we are having with NHRT in perimenopause rather than waiting for full menopause. Also, there are studies (although small) that suggest women in perimenopause who experience onset of depression or worsening of depression benefit from estrogen. So, why the heck don't doctors pull their heads out of their butts and start treating us with what has the potential to work instead of making us feel worse than we already do.
Sorry for the rant.